[A hint of awkwardness leaves Rue tipping their chin down, head dipped gently. Just the thought has them flushing, heartbeat rising.]

If you would not be terribly embarrassed to see me behave in such a way.

I know it is not at all how I present myself to be. I am who I am, I do not secretly long to be wild. But even if it would be so utterly unbecoming of me, the thought somewhat captivates me. To at least try, with someone safe who would not judge me for it.